"When one door closes, another door opens."
I have starred at this quote for a few months now. I have prayed endless nights, I have never been more torn, confused or worried when it comes to a career. I have been doing hair for 5 years now and have decided to stop. "What??" "Why??"
L I F E Life is why. I have spent countless nights away from my family for what? My hair business has been extremely slow these past 8 months. Although I don't need to share all my finances with you all but let's just say I haven't brought home more than 2K over 6 months. I have poured not only my heart and soul into my hair business but I have also poured my families finances and it has gotten to the point to where we are hurting which in return has put me in a "rut".. Where has my passion been? I need to find it. We can't move up in life.
I don't want to be at the salon until 7 at night while my kids and husband are at home eating dinner at the table without me every night. I want to buy a house with a big backyard in it so I can watch my kids run around and play like crazy. I want to be able to visit my family in Cail more than once a year. I want to save money for my kids to go to college, to not be stuck with student loans. I want to have money so my dad can retire from his job.
I want to experience life and not just skate by.
We have made this decision for me to close this door and see what door opens next for me. I am un sure and am I scared? YES. How could I not be.. however, I have to do this for my family and myself and hope in return I can only move up from here and become a stronger person.
T h a n k Y o u
To all my clients I have met over these years and for being apart of my journey. I will be finishing out until September 5th if you would like your hair done one more time.